Saturday, September 30, 2006

Speaking of poor decisions

My beta is tomorrow.

I've done a good job of remaining upbeat and cautiously hopeful all week. But in these final hours my confidence is failing me. I'm convinced I'm experiencing PMS symptoms.

So, what am I doing this afternoon to keep myself entertained and distracted? A trip to the movies? Nope. Some time at the spa? No. Shoe shopping? I wish. A poke in the eye with a sharp stick? Getting closer. Spending the afternoon babysitting the world's most adorable 1-year-old? Bingo!

What the hell was I thinking?

13 Comments:

At September 30, 2006 3:29 PM, Anonymous Meri-ann said...

Wow, certainly a way to make the day go quickly....
I hope tomorrow's beta brings the news we all want to hear for you! Good luck!

 
At September 30, 2006 7:07 PM, Blogger Jess said...

Good luck at tomorrow's beta!!

Hope it's not the news you're expecting! :)

 
At September 30, 2006 7:13 PM, Blogger the waiting line said...

best of luck!

 
At October 01, 2006 3:35 AM, Blogger Lut C. said...

Just make sure you give the kid back afterwards, or you'll give us all a bad name. ;-)

Wishing you the best of luck!

 
At October 01, 2006 3:49 AM, Blogger Womb in Waiting said...

Best of luck, busting to know....am praying for you....xx

 
At October 01, 2006 8:25 AM, Anonymous Sarah said...

Good luck with the beta. My fingers are crossed for you!

 
At October 01, 2006 9:06 AM, Blogger Keeping The Faith said...

Sube,
I'm thinking about you today.. I hope you hear some wonderful news today!
-Faith

 
At October 01, 2006 11:28 AM, Blogger MoMo said...

I've been thinking of you today.....sending you a big hug!

 
At October 01, 2006 1:26 PM, Blogger steph said...

hahahahaha!!!
You sadist, you!!! Sounds like something I would do!!!!!!!
There are times I am reading and thinking either we are the same person, or every IVF person feels these things and we just don't know it.
Last night got into a fight with dh over something fairly petty. Fairly, not entirely, mind you!
This am, swear I'm having cramps, but then they're not, but they must be. Jaysus! This crap is, well, CRAP!!!
Gave into temptation and POAS this AM. Negative. Sure that didn't help the old psyche either.
Screw it. Kidnap the kid, cut your losses. I'll nap my godchild and we can ditch the husbands and run away together. Thelma and Luis and Jack and Jill (0:
Hoping tomorrow brings us both good news~

 
At October 01, 2006 1:57 PM, Blogger Kris said...

Fingers crossed for you today.

 
At October 01, 2006 2:19 PM, Blogger Jess said...

Thinking of you and wishing you'd get on and post!

Hope it's good news!

 
At October 01, 2006 2:43 PM, Blogger Krista said...

Thinking of you today Sube, hope you get good news.

 
At October 01, 2006 4:29 PM, Blogger Mary Ellen and Steve said...

I hope that you got some wonderful news today!!

 

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